bigtimeposter @bigtimeposter@everything.happens.horse

today I’ve been curling up in a fetal position every few hours bc I have excruciating upper back pain...all I can think of is how terrible at my job I am

listening to my roommate explain yesterday to her elementary school students over zoom and im

I hate “working from home” because when I open my computer to send an email about my cat when I’m technically “off” suddenly im at work

should I even try to do anything for my birthday this year????

this will probably impact me negatively? really cool. lmao

I love when people wave off the massive flaw in the grant application that I feel weird about and it comes back to bite us in the ass. yeehaw

Obsessed with this one YA novel that no one has apparently read where a smart city is murdered and the protagonists travel to Iron Mountain to recover its backup after hearing of ancient tales about a secret place where people hid artificial life (corporations)

Turns out there are many Django projects I can remix. epic

trying to learn how to code Apps so I can make a social media platform called Offal and ascend into girlbossery

I went to one of those zoom happy hours and I just want to hang out with my friends and family irl someday

funny that all these efforts to improve myself have only revealed that most of the terrible things in my life are completely out my control

just embezzlement things ❤️

do i have the sunday scaries because i a) have a pathological urge to procrastinate b) have to give a talk that i haven’t prepared for c) existential dread that overwhelms my desire to work d) sadness about not being able to see my family for the holidays or e) all of the above???

love to have a coworker complain to me about not getting a “cost of living adjustment” when we have the same job and he knows i make 66% of what he makes lmaoooo

coworker got fired and im just like whaatttt the fuck

gm! feeling unhinged enough today to DM someone about their muckrock activity! lol

@nasser pray he doesn’t assault me because I requested prospective tenants wear foot coverings while viewing my occupied apartment earlier this month lol

This broker is so upsetting I’m so anxious and frustrated ahhhhhh

does anyone have bouts where they wake up completely exhausted (and j stay that way, despite coffee?) idk what’s wrong w my body other than weird fatigue. probably from sleeping on my shitty couch lol

I already cry about what some of the things my sources face while reporting on tech stories, I cannot imagine reporting on even more depressing topics lol