feel like I need to relearn to work "asocially" again (need, maybe not want 🙁)
as in: with a team there was always _at least_ one person to *personally* get unblocked on timescales of minutes/hours or maybe days at most. (instead of just working ± solo on generic and sometimes even somewhat arbitrary professional deadlines weeks/months away)
just need to recalibrate, it's fine
but it's also kind of disconcerting/haunting how easy it felt settling into working at scale, and how against-the-grain it feels (even if it's in many ways simpler/easier) getting to do most work "my way" again
