School, anxiety, school anxiety
Found out I will have to wait one more week to learn whether I am funded for the fall semester and my anxiety is so bad I briefly considered dropping out just to have some certainty, ha ha ha
School, anxiety, school anxiety
School starts August 29 this is utterly deranged
School, anxiety, school anxiety
Anyway I think I'm pretty well useless for the rest of the day from the cortisol of this non-update, goodnight
School, anxiety, school anxiety
@ingrid would it help if someone were to mail you industrial grade anti-anxiety medication
School, anxiety, school anxiety
@danhon honestly why not I've tried a lot of angles here but not that
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@ingrid I highly recommend lorazepam if uh any is available
School, anxiety, school anxiety
@ingrid I'm sorry the entire structural organisation of HE is such bullshit. hang in there. if there is anyway to help, let me know. you're doing good work!
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@karengregory either way this goes I'm probably going to have a nervous breakdown? But not until like, November.
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@ingrid Ah, crap. Catch w/ your supervisor and plan a good rest. Absolutely no need to feed to the anxiety factory of HE with your life.
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@ingrid UGH they really should NOT be hanging this over your head this late in the game.
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@ingrid I'm sorry it's being so shitty to you
School, anxiety, school anxiety
The entire point of doing a PhD was to get some stability and in the absence of that this all starts to feel pretty pointless!! Maybe it is time to walk into the sea