You ever find yourself hoping you have cancer and then not going to the doctor so that if you do have cancer it'll be too late by the time you get it checked out
@ingrid A number of years ago I was worried I had cancer and I absolutely refused to get it checked because then I wouldn't have to explicitly refuse treatment. It was a pretty bleak time in my life, though.It's a bad place to be. :(
@ingrid uhhhh... I'd say "you okay, friend?" but the answer there seems obvious, so. I'll just say I hope things can improve quickly.