Nat Kane @ndk@everything.happens.horse

turns out trying to sort out the fatigue bit of an
neurological condition does actually help huh.

My concentration and focus has been pretty bad generally due to brain fog, literally falling asleep, etc, but today I read a whole article in one sitting (a very interesting read about the history of advocacy and autism in Brazil) only having a small drop off into goodnight town at the very end. I know this is not a lot for a lot of people, but considering it used to be two pages and I was done, then yay?

(Basically this is a nice quiet place with some nice people in it that are in the small Twitter place and are used to my bullshit so I would like to continue being a feelings and interesting obsessions monster here thanks!)

Yep, I’m probably going to use this as small Twitter, for friends and those I know, for thoughts and will be locking this down soon! I have @ndkane for other things, so there you go.

went to the garden on the hospital grounds again today at lunch and spent some time helping prepare some of the seedlings for potential frost, cut back some of the rosemary and removed some of the thornier, older rosemary bushes. The kale is looping into the path but it’s a bigger project to harvest these hulking heads entirely.

@ada I responded to this clip in a mild rant about ‘but what if all disabled people could just live without being extraordinary, do you know how damaging it is to keep showing paralympians and their supportive parents to everyone!!’, this is following my therapist here telling me off to challenging him about cbt when I said it’s too individualistic and doesn’t challenge external conditions of capitalism (I am clearly failing nhs service user school!!)

can’t believe I got showed inspiration porn at the neuro rehab absolutely fuck you nhs!! gonna get a reputation arent I

(Let’s be honest know I’m probably a bit more George from Sunday in the Park with George, I went to work in a matching orange cashmere neckerchief and socks combination today because I am a soft little lad?)

at the point with this exhibition where there is a slow chance that it could not happen because some of the other interesting previous pitches by others are not happening for arbitrary reasons, one being that the exhibitions committee didn’t think that a show on Sondheim would be popular enough to which I nearly wanted wanted to run in to the director’s corridor, full sweeney Todd mode, to sing ARE YOU JOKING LADS 🎵

turns out there are in fact not two clocks but there are several ways to apologise about the lack of them and only one series of tweets or posts on any platform of choice you can delete!!

@beep exactly, I have realised that LinkedIn can occasionally be useful and is not just for me to shitpost on motivational posts people from my high school push into view

A lot of the hospital care is encouraging my to journal my symptoms which also requires me to remember them and also subsequently talk about feelings, which for someone who has been very online and now has short! term! memory! issues and bad hands I feel like maybe an Agent Cooper dictaphone might be the only/coolest way to get around this.

@beep hi hi!

I’m probably going to keep this place as a nice place to talk amongst friends and my thoughts! I can maybe talk about work stuff on another instance but this seems like a nice place to be quiet and reset.

Hiyaaaa it me it is nice to be here!