Ingrid Burrington @ingrid@everything.happens.horse

@aworkinglibrary @beep mosquitos are tiny heralds

On the one hand I agree with the observation from Rebecca Solnit that despair is a valid feeling but it's not an analysis

On the other, I *feel* pretty strongly like I want to die sometimes and sometimes the feeling is too intense to really *analyze* it

@yehoak obscene!!

@ivan @nasser oh no Freddy! Lots of love to him and hope for a speedy recovery

Anyway I think I'm pretty well useless for the rest of the day from the cortisol of this non-update, goodnight

@ken oh my goodness I'm so sorry Ken that's a lot of stress to have on top of heartbreak, fuck

School starts August 29 this is utterly deranged

@danhon honestly why not I've tried a lot of angles here but not that

The entire point of doing a PhD was to get some stability and in the absence of that this all starts to feel pretty pointless!! Maybe it is time to walk into the sea

Found out I will have to wait one more week to learn whether I am funded for the fall semester and my anxiety is so bad I briefly considered dropping out just to have some certainty, ha ha ha

Great 2020 joke look I started grad school in 2021 ok

Feel like getting a PhD does actually mean you're a Certified Freak

@kit literally he goes to a gold mine and is like "whoa"

Making a live action movie that feels like an anime (eg John Wick) is OK

This applies to pretty much every attempt to do live action versions of anime, I guess

Watching Ghost in the Shell and it is amazing anyone thought doing a live action adaptation was necessary