@aworkinglibrary happy birthday fury!!!!!
Israeli police continue to detain students over social media posts in what critics say is a coordinated campaign to crush the Palestinian student movement.
https://buttondown.email/perfectsentences/archive/perfect-sentences-47/ this week in sentences: the dead future, the size of poetry, pouncing, espejos, twelve years old, probability of storm
more mental health problems
Current coping strategy: if I don't get out of bed I can't take steps to kill myself so it's ok if I can't get out of bed
more mental health problems
this is probably why I get so aggro at the "there's no time for despair" scolds—motherfucker I'd love to not despair!! but I apparently cannot turn off this part of my brain that wants to fixate on getting enough painkillers to never wake up and the shame I feel about that only fuels the despair more
@Wolven Damien I feel insane but also need to publish one thing in a peer review journal to graduate lol
@fonts therapist: shadow DOM isn't real it can't hurt you
@tmcw this is an extremely classy move and I respect it
@benlk they sure did
it's not even a matter of "am I good at stuff" or "am I qualified for jobs"; it's mainly the legibility to employers side of it that dooms me I think. no one actually believes I want to work in a newsroom or that I could possibly do that after years of freelancing! no one actually wants to pay me a livable wage for my labor! and I don't know how to change myself to fix this!